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Post by HollyHolic on Jan 11, 2005 21:41:27 GMT
God, why can't I have at least a half way normal weekend/week?! I don't understand it...Everything is just poop right now...Sorry, but you know I can't cuss on the board!...So much crap is going on and I'm so freaking overwhelmed...I hope everything gets better or I'm screwed! If you all want to know more I'll be happy to fill you in, but for now I gotta go do some homework!
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Post by ~Liz~ on Jan 11, 2005 22:02:08 GMT
WHat happened? Could you please tell me?
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Post by COMBS on Jan 11, 2005 22:05:56 GMT
You'll have a wonderful weekend soon, sure,
don't worry
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Post by Holly's Shadow on Jan 11, 2005 23:04:10 GMT
Silv is right. Just wait, you'll see Ang.  But,.... I'm here dude. PM me and tell me what's wrong. Maybe I can help.  Hope you have a better day today.  |
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Post by HollyHolic on Jan 12, 2005 0:47:40 GMT
Well, it's a long story...And it might have to wait until this weekend because I really don't have time, but here's the cliff note verison...
My mum and her finace split up 4 days after he asked her to marry him...
He has been sleeping with a married woman who has been married for 16 years...
He's on drugs...
My mum cries every stinking day/night, whatever...
My brother cries all the time now...
I try to be strong and therefore I have all these emotions inside that I have no clue what to do with...
I broke down(crying, sobbing, whatever) in front of my Spanish teacher today, but she did sit me down after school and talk to me for an hour or so...
I did an intervention with my dad...
My dad won't go to rehab...
He drinks every day...
And my life just plain sucks!
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Post by Holly's Shadow on Jan 12, 2005 3:02:50 GMT
Oh, d**n dude. I'm so sorry. If you wanna call me or whatever I have my cell on all day -- not in school though, but you can leave a message. You have my cell phone number, right? If you don't -- I'll give it to you later.
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Post by ♥Jaelynn♥ on Jan 12, 2005 3:53:32 GMT
i am so sorry to hear about that! i hope you will feel better soon, you and your family are in my prayers!
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Post by Julie on Jan 12, 2005 19:34:54 GMT
Wow!! That is a lot to handle!!! The best advice I can give you is to take it one hour at a time and get as much help as possible. Talking to your teachers and counselors is a must!! Talking to your friends and other members of your family will help also!!
Keep us posted!!
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Post by HollyHolic on Jan 13, 2005 21:55:55 GMT
Thanks, guys. I e-mail and talk to my Spanish teacher everyday. She's been so sweet to me. I honestly dunno what I'd do without her. But lately things are getting a hell of a lot worse than they were when I first posted this. I don't sleep anymore, I don't eat, I can't think straight, everytime I think about the whole thing my heart pounds and I get angry...It just plain sucks. I think I've cried everything out!
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Post by ~Liz~ on Jan 13, 2005 22:41:52 GMT
Ang that's horrible. You can't do that to yourself. You need help seriously. Talk to me in IM's please.
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Post by HollyHolic on Jan 13, 2005 23:04:33 GMT
You think it's horrible, try to be in my position...I'm not meaning to sound mean or anything, but I've about had it with this!
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Post by hollymariecombs4 on Jan 15, 2005 19:27:48 GMT
i can't imagine how it must feels like.
but it's good you talk to youre Spanish teacher.
it's a serious must to have someone to talk to.
And you musn't give up.
We are all there for you if you need us sweety
-xxx-
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Post by HollyHolic on Jan 15, 2005 19:30:38 GMT
Thanks, dude. I actually got some sleep last night. It wasn't a lot, but it was sleep. I stayed for an hour and a half yesterday after school and just hung out with my teacher. She informed me that I have to eat or I'm gonna waste away...LOL...It was funny how she said it, but still, the thought of food is so unbearable. YUCK!
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Post by hollymariecombs4 on Jan 15, 2005 19:35:07 GMT
i know how it feels.
i made thru a lot 2.
and i also had moments that the thought about food would just make me throw up.
but you must never give up.
you have to talk to people, keep hanging out with friends.
just keep doing things that keeps you distracted.
i know it's hard but i lived trhu it so you will 2.
and you can start by eating just a little bit and if that goes well.
you go eat more everytime it goes well.
it worked for me.
i don't if it's going to work for you.
but who knows
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Post by HollyHolic on Jan 15, 2005 19:38:55 GMT
I'm not really eating, I'm just drinking a little bit here and there. I don't feel hungry, just like I need to puke my guts up. I did the other day, but there was nothing in my stomach so it was a dry heave.  ........It sucked. |
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But,.... I'm here dude. PM me and tell me what's wrong. Maybe I can help. 
Hope you have a better day today. 
........It sucked.