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Post by ♥Jaelynn♥ on Feb 21, 2005 5:18:41 GMT
i just want you to know that you are first on my list of people that i pray for! you are one that i feel is in alot of pain and i really want you to feel relief, and God is the one to help you with that! remember that we are here and that we all love you!
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Post by ~Liz~ on Mar 2, 2005 1:00:36 GMT
Well Ang, I still will always pray for you every single night. I have said: "Lord, keep Ang in your arms, and remind her not to be afraid to look for you for help." Ang, I never want you to do anything that could hamr yourself, it is great that you're getting help, you really deserve it.
Lots of Love,
Liz
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Post by HollyHolic on Mar 9, 2005 20:08:20 GMT
Thanks. I have another update. I spent a week in a hospital. It's a really good one and I was discharged today. I feel better, I'm on meds. and I've stopped cutting. I was admitted on Friday and I was discharged today, that's about 5 days. It wasn't a happy place and I never want to go back there again, but it was something and somewhere that I had do and go. Um, I'll talk to you guys later.
Angie
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Post by ♥Jaelynn♥ on Mar 10, 2005 0:14:16 GMT
i will continue to pray for you!!
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Post by ~Liz~ on Mar 11, 2005 0:35:20 GMT
As will I, I've missed you way to much Ang. I'm so glad to see that you're here again.
Love
Liz
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Post by HollyHolic on Mar 19, 2005 3:39:14 GMT
Hey, dudes. I have another update. Um, things are back to their normal hellish ways. I've been cutting sober for two weeks as of yesterday. I know it sounds like not a long time, but it's a very long time when you've been cutting everyday for months. I can't say that I haven't consider it or suicide, but I'm not acting on it at all. Which is a good thing and a small step that I've been needing to take for some time now. It's Spring Break and I go back to school on Monday. Me and my teacher have been talking through text messages on our cell phones, which has been a really big help. My mom thinks I'm stealing her sleeping pills, I'm not really talking much to either of my parents, including my step mom. I don't know, since I've been back from the hospital, they treat me a lot differently then they have been. They think I'm doing all this for attention which is something I'm going to have to learn to live with, at least that's what my counselor told me. They don't take me seriously about all this which really ticks me off to no end. I cannot stand to be at home. But school starts next week and I'm siked about it because that means I get to see my friends and I get to talk to my teacher and I'm excited about that. I'm still taking my meds and I see a counselor once a week. Um, that's about it for now. I'll talk to you guys later.
Angie
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Post by ~Liz~ on Mar 21, 2005 23:00:58 GMT
Thats good to hear Ang. I really miss you, hope to talk to you soon.
Love,
Liz
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Post by HollyHolic on Mar 27, 2005 3:35:20 GMT
Not a whole lot has been going on. I've been sick which sucks, but I'm feeling better so that's good I guess. I got to talk to my teacher some this week. She's upset with me right now though and she has good reason to be. I cut again. Just on my ankles this time. Not that it's ok to cut there or anywhere but she's the only one that knows here at home. I guess that's it for now.
Angie
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Post by piperhollyrules on Mar 27, 2005 18:50:59 GMT
i hope u get better
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Post by ~Liz~ on Mar 29, 2005 23:52:23 GMT
Yeah me too. I hate having to have to hear about stuff that happens, cuz it makes me sad.
Love,
Liz
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Post by ~Liz~ on Mar 30, 2005 0:09:34 GMT
Ok guys I just talked to Ang on the phone. She's in a bit of trouble now. Her mom found a knife under her mattress and now is going to do a body check on her. So if she's not around for a coupld of days guys don't worry it just means that she's probably back in the hospital. I'll try to keep you guys updated as much as I can, ok.
Love,
Liz
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Post by HollyHolic on Apr 2, 2005 21:22:01 GMT
LOL...Thanks, Liz.
I obviously didn't have to go back to the hospital, but my mom did find the new cuts on my ankles when she did the body check. Surprise, surprise right? Anyway found out that my teacher may be moving back to California this summer if her fiance gets this job he's interviewing for. I think his interview is sometime next week. So I'm trying not to deal with the idea of losing her, which is something that always seems to happen to me no matter who the person is. She's promised that if they do move back then I can go stay the summer with her. But that still doesn't erase the fact that I'll be losing her if he gets this job. But it's something that's completely out of my hands as much as I hate the fact. I'm not getting along with my mom at all, surprise, surprise. And I cut again last night. Was sober for a whole week, but spoiled it last night. OH well, what's done is done right?
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Post by ~Liz~ on Apr 4, 2005 1:39:06 GMT
Yeah no prob Ang. It's my job as a friend.
Oh by the way if you ever do that again like what you told me about last night I will smack you or at least yell at you on the phone.
Love ya,
Liz
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Post by HollyHolic on Apr 10, 2005 18:04:00 GMT
Another update. This week was absolutely horrible for me. I've moved in with my dad for I don't know how long. My counselors decided that I would be safer at my dad's then at my mom's since my mom and I can't be in the same room without yelling at each other. I didn't even get clothes until Friday. My 26 year old counsin took me. It turned out that my mom wasn't home so we got my nuts and left. If I want to stay here with my dad then we have to go back to court and get the custody thing changed. Which sucks seeing as how a custody battle is what started all this. My mom took my car away as punishment for moving in over here, but my dad's lawyer said that the judge will order my mom to give it back to me. I also have to get my own lawyer. And Thursday at school someone had told the police that I was going to kill myself. So I went to the bathroom during 2nd hour and I got called to the prinicple's office. There were 4 cops in there and like 3 other people. They said they thought I wasn't at school and that the cops were called and had to go to my dad's and my mom's to tell them that I wasn't at school. All this because I had to take a piss! I'm never going to the bathroom again. That's about it for now. I think all the court crap is going to happen this week so I'll let you guys know how it all goes.
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Post by ♥Jaelynn♥ on Apr 10, 2005 18:28:00 GMT
all that cause you went to the bathroom? lol, keep us updated
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