merry christmas & very sad & crying

[pocahontas]

:'(hey everyone hope you all had a very merry christmas. i did then i got sad and wanted to cry but was holding my tears in cause i saw my dad yesterday and it was tough seeing him like that cause i found out yesterday he had surgery and had his jaw removed and skin graphines however you say it and everything :(and from my mom said and my half sister said and everyone he has cancer and that was why that was done and my half sister asked if i was ight after i huged my dad and i said yeah but then when she brung me home to get ready for my next party with my papa and everyone else i told her it was tough seeing him like that and that there were times i was gonna cry but was holding my tears in and she said it was lucky that i didn't see him before then and when i talked to my mom on the phone and was telling her she said that she could tell i was gonna cry cause how i sounded on the phone

[pocahontas]

my case manager just called to set up a meeting with me next thursday and he asked if i wanted michelle to come to the meeting to talk about work and i really don't wanna talk about that now cause everything that's going on with my family and being sad and crying and upset about my dad so i told him i said no cause i really don't wanna talk to anyone right now and i told him about my dad

[joellafaith]

im sorry to hear about your dad is he doing any better

[pocahontas]

thanks. no he isn't doing any better. he's ight but at the sametime not ight. and i found out he had to have that surgery cause he has cancer. last time i knew his new young gf told my brother who told me he wasn't feeling well. and my stepdad my mom's husband has to have surgery this month cause he isn't doing well the iv they gave him was working and he was getting better but not he's not and he has to have surgery again and this is his 5th one. so him and my mom are in and out of the hospital again this year.

[joellafaith]

is your dad processing getting any better

[pocahontas]

the doctors think they got all of his cancer at least they think they did. i told my dad i hope they did or i'll be pissed. n i found out thursday that my mom has to have surgery cause she hurt her right shoulder really badly . i hope she'll be ight. n on top of that my grandma isn't doing so well she said her thing was bothering her so she couldn't move around too much. i just hope that bobby (who does work outside for my grandma) i hope he's helping her of course couple thanksgivings ago when i was up there he wasn't doing anything he wasn't helping her but he better be helping her now. cause he can't expect her to do everything she's gotta rest too u know.