Help Me!!!! (Me and Angel's Fight)

[~Liz~]

I'll start at the beginning.

Angel, can we talk? Can you get onto Yahoo? I think we need to talk about what happened, between us. - Me

can't it's not working and i don't really want to talk but if you have to go ahead i have nothing to say just ask jennifer write do whatever but ill read it when i'm ready - Angel

Angel, look... plz don't be mad at me. If I made you that angry from what I said. I'm so sorry... I want us to still be friends, and I realize I said the wrong thing. I'm just like Jennifer, I say stuff out of anger. Look i'm sorry, I really shouldn't have said that stuff. I said the wrong thing and I realize that now. I also think that I was just angry and didn't know what else to do... besides the fact that Josh asked you out the day he broke up with me.... I was mad for other reasons. The reasons are as follows:
1. One of Jeremiah's very good freinds was killed in a car crash back in April, and he just found out about it, this month.
2. Chris is still struggling with what happened with Alli.
3. And the last reason, well I don't know... I don't really have a good 3rd reason.
So plz Angel... I love you. And I never will stop loving you, and I will never ever forgive myself for what happened if you don't forgive me.
Love,
Liz

why does everyone always take everything when theyre having a hard time molly jordan lara jennifer and now you who's next i havn't ever done anything to you i didn't find out you and josh were going out on the day he asked me out unitl 2 days after i told him yes so i'm sorry if you feel betrayed but please don't say you love me and you always will i don't ever tell anyone i love them except about 7 ppl my family dan and stuff so i and only those ppl tell me they love me i always get hurt when i tell someone i love them. in my book LOVE means a long comittment a felling between two ppl or a family i know you just mean like sister love but i don't tell my sister i love her and she's my sister... you know? n e way i don't know what else to say
bye
angel

Well, I don't mean to take it out on you. I wasn't sure where else to turn ok. I usually would turn to you or Ang if I ever needed anything, but now I don't think I should turn to you anymore, bcuz of this. It doesn't seem like we have as good of a freindship as we used to. Apparently everything has gone to hell. I don't get why my freindships never last. every time I get close to a friend I get hurt by them, and then it takes forever and a day before we get close again. Me and Jennifer still aren't as close as we ever were. I don't get it, and now I feel like I've lost so many freinds in my life, I don't know what to do anymore. So I'll just ask someone else... I'm startin' to lose Ang too, first I lose Jennifer, but we came back, and now I'm losing you. I don't know what to do anymore. And I don't care if you don't want me to say I love you to you, bcuz I still will love you.
love,
Liz

ok liz you know what what happens is you let ppl get to you who cares if i'm going out with josh you can't control ppls feelings god know's ive tried! maybe you keep losing friends is because you take things too personal and if you just sit back relaxe hold on and enjoy the ride life would be easyer that way.......... turn to someone else if you have to. but just know it takes one person to end a relation ship it takes 2 to agree on ending it. - Angel

Ya know what... I give up. I don't care anymore... I don't want to talk about this at the moment. I'll talk to you later about it... you need to take a chill pill. I'm not saying anymore then that. Oh and one more thing 'WHATEVER!' - Me

you know what liz you started this!!! not me!! I have no control over the fact that you and Josh were going out. If I am supposedly your best friend then why are you taking this out on me? If you were a true friend you would put the me and Josh thing aside and be my friend, but oh no you are so full of jealousy you can't see how ridiculous you are being. I don't want to and won't talk to you any more about this. Not to mention alot of the other girls we hang with like Josh as a boyfriend and none of them are freaking out on me and blaming me and sending me all of this gay e-mail!!! I can't control Josh and you can't control me so until you deal with your issues leave me alone and don't send me any more of your bullnuts e-mails
Got it!!! - Angel

Fine, I won't! - Me

That was all e-mail and now Yahoo.

ANGEL DON'T HATE ME FOR THIS BUT I GOTTA TELL YA SOONER OR LATER... I'D PERFER LATER, BUT I NEED TO GET IT DONE AND OVER WITH.... YOU CHANGE ALOT WHEN YOU HAVE A BOYFREIND.... THE SAME THING HAPPENED WHEN U WERE WITH DAN AND NOW IT'S HAPPENING AGAIN... YOU'RE KINDA MEAN AND THINKING SOMEWHAT THAT THE WORLD REVOLVES AROUND YOU.... AND WELL... I GUESS I COULD GO ON 4EVER AND A DAY... BUT I SHOULD STOP HERE. - Me

The only reason I am acting mean is because you are constanly treating my like a did something wrong to you and I didn't - Angel

Yeah, but still... u still change when u have a boyfreind, u act so stupid, and u seriously just kill me, slowly with what you say and do, but apparently that doesn't matter to you. - Me

you know you venting on me enough is enough I have stuck by you through all kinds of your crap like cutting etc and you calling 50 times a day. are you lesbi you are talking like a guy who is jelous over my new boyfriend you seriously have issues. look you want to talk like this fine but i can' t garanty i will listen. - Angel

What is ur problem Angel... I'm just saying the truth... look i can't stand u being so stuck up right now. - Me

i am being stuck up? how the hell can you call this stuck up ? i am being me and if you can't handle me then too bad go find someone can handle youre issues cuz that's excactly it theyre your issues. and why everytime i get online or check my mail you've sent me another email or messege telling me how selfish i am or how much i hurt you or how self absorbed i'm being or how stuck up i am and how you "just can't take it right now" . - Angel


I don't know what to do... and this hurts so much inside me.

[♥Jaelynn♥]

im here for you liz, i hate that she said those things, but that is just how some people are, i am here for you no matter what

[~*Renee*~]

I'm here for you too! I open for talks! So if you just need to talk about something/anything then PM me.

[~Liz~]

Angel,

I'm sending this to you, bcuz I'm to blame for all of this. Everything I did... it's my fault. And bcuz I made a mess of things... I've gotten this much to say.

Angel, I've done a stupid thing... I've made a boy come between our freindship, and much more. I've caused fight over the stupidest thing in the world. So now I gotta fix it. This is all I can do. This is all I can say. All I can do to make myself happy.

I need to fix this, and I can only do that with you're help. I want to know how I caused such a horrible thing to happen. From you're point of veiw what is this fight about? Bcuz from mine, it's about a boy and truth that no one wants to hear. Truth that hurts even when you don't wanna hear it, and you have to hear it, cuz if you don't it just messes up the laundry. I've used laundry has an example, cuz I'm workin' on sortin' this all out. Like dirty laurndry into baskets. But I can only do that with you're help. So i've gotten in what I wanted to say... and I think that's everything I wanted to say. So if you don't reply I'll know that I've lost a friend, and if you do reply, then just maybe we can fix this... or rather I can fix it.

So now, that I've told what I believe i've done.... tell me if I'm accurate... if I am... then tell me... if I'm not, then tell me everything you believe I need to hear, even if it hurts me. I know I need to hear and see what i've got coming to me. So ok that's all.

Bye
Liz

^^^ Awright that is what I told her now.

[~Liz~]

Thanks guys, I'll keep that in mind.

[♥Jaelynn♥]

i only hope she can see past what has happened and become your friend again

[~*Renee*~]

I think that email will help....I mean I don't know Angel but I think it will help...it's giving you and her both a chance to rant, b***h, and complain about anything and everything and I've been through alot of fights and it really does help!

[Kate]

that's the right thing to do. unfortnatly with a lot of these relationship problems i know what it's like. just talk it out and it will gradually get better. pm me if you need to talk more

[~Liz~]

Thanks everyone, I'm ok. But I don't know bout this.

[Andi]

I hope everything works out for the two of you!

[~Liz~]

I hope so too, I just hope she talks to me again.

[~Liz~]

Ok, I'm just letting everyone know... that me and Angel are freinds again. I talked to her last night... and we're freinds again. We just both have to listen to each other a little more. Well I guess that's all... and thanks for all of you're help guys.

Love,
Liz

[~Anno Banano~]

That's great to hear Liz, that your friends again

[♥Jaelynn♥]

glad to hear you guys made up!

[~Liz~]

Thanks i'm so glad that we're freinds again I missed her.